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17, 1504' Nigahiga is loved.
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I choose to give up then arguing with you.
YOU never know the fault, and I'm always at fault.
You can't accept who I am, and can't accept the fact I'm changing.
We're okay for one day, is that for show?
You asked me whether i betrayed you or what.
If you dont trust me, dont tell me anything.
You dont know how hurting it is to ask me questions like this.
You never know.
Never. Know.
You don't accept who I am. is it so hard?
You blame me. did i really make all the mistakes?
You dont trust me. is it so hard to make you believe i did not betray you?
If you think it's hard,
If you think it's torturing,
If you think talking to someone like me is annoying,
If you find me a nuisance,
You can stop all this.
I'm tired to tell you, even i requested for you to be fair. You gave me all the reasons why are you treating me like this. Let me ask you, when I tried to change, did you even try to change for me?
I stopped saying foul words because you told me to.
I stopped being rude because you told me to.
I tried to be nice to you because you told me to.
I tried, I did, everything. What comes out? Nothing.
I felt like i'm being fooled, and left out.
Seriously, if i meant alot to you, dont say that you're telling me all this cause i'm important to you, you told me what to do, i changed. Next second, all comes back.
YOU never know the fault, and I'm always at fault.
You can't accept who I am, and can't accept the fact I'm changing.
We're okay for one day, is that for show?
You asked me whether i betrayed you or what.
If you dont trust me, dont tell me anything.
You dont know how hurting it is to ask me questions like this.
You never know.
Never. Know.
You don't accept who I am. is it so hard?
You blame me. did i really make all the mistakes?
You dont trust me. is it so hard to make you believe i did not betray you?
If you think it's hard,
If you think it's torturing,
If you think talking to someone like me is annoying,
If you find me a nuisance,
You can stop all this.
I'm tired to tell you, even i requested for you to be fair. You gave me all the reasons why are you treating me like this. Let me ask you, when I tried to change, did you even try to change for me?
I stopped saying foul words because you told me to.
I stopped being rude because you told me to.
I tried to be nice to you because you told me to.
I tried, I did, everything. What comes out? Nothing.
I felt like i'm being fooled, and left out.
Seriously, if i meant alot to you, dont say that you're telling me all this cause i'm important to you, you told me what to do, i changed. Next second, all comes back.
You said if the way i talk to you, if it's for other ppl you won't even bother reading my message or reply.
Your words are hurting but you never know.
You can give up, i know you are tired of this already.
And i'm tired of trying too.
Chance, is just a fake hope.
Hope, is nothing either.
Hope, is nothing either.
You asked me back, but you're giving up.
I can never find back the feeling that i had one year ago, when everything was perfect, and never knew one by one leaving, and never coming back.